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Hello wordpress!
Its been a while since i update anything in this blog. And dont blame me. Blame the campus. I dont know why they block this site. They banned it beause of PORNOGRAPHY! WTH! Urghhh…… -____-‘

* and anyway, u can scroll through my other blog as well.
udrivemeinsane.blogspot.com

~toodles!

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Emo!

I am currently in my emo mood right now. And i dont even know why. Dayum~ It’s mother’s day this Sunday. I wish that i can celebrate it my lovely mum. I miss her. 😥 A LOT! I wish i can sit with her right now, talk to her about everything that i feel. Yeah, there’s smthg that im hiding right now. But i dont know what is it specifically. Geesssshhh~ I totally need someone right now. Who can give me advices and shit. Gaaaahhhh!

Yeayyy!!!!

Im goin back in less than 5 hours. Yeayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT…………………………………………………………
I still have a BUNCH of FUCKING assignments to do which due TOMORROW!
Wooohhhoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:(,
Nadeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Im gonna die soon!

 

Im seriously gonna die soon. Die under bunch of ASSIGNMENTS! Damn!
I have my presentation tomorrow,
2 essay submit on Friday,
World History individual assignment submit on Friday,
Media Journal submit on Friday,
Malaysian Studies, submit on Thursday,
and im goin back Kuching on Thursday evening.
OMG!
And i haven’t start a single SHIT at all.

Yeay~
Good Luck lah to me.
Urgh…

 

Xoxo,
Nadeeeeeeaaa!!!!!

Emo!

Im currentlly listening to this song now. I love this song and the lyrics mean a lot to me! Syg, wish u could concentrate more on my favourite song because the lyrics are the wwords that im afraid to say. 😦

 

Broken-hearted Girl lyrics

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would’ve walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Xoxo,
Nadea.

 

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Im feeling down and im having period pain now. Damn it! Argh. I feel like goin sumwhere i can scream as LOUD as i can. Im so stressssss and depress! I feel like drinking beer. Specifically, CARLSBERG! Someone, please buy for me. Urghhhhh!

 

Xoxo,
Nadea.

Blogging?

I realised that i dont blog much now compared to last year. I dont know why. Hmph… And i realised that my blog is getting lame. Its not that i dont wanna blog but i just dont know what to write. Everytime i wanted to update my blog, my brain would automatically turn off. Haishh.. Somehow, i regret deleting my old blog. Lol.
STUPID ME!
Just because of i hate those memories that was written in there doesnt mean that i have to create a new blog and end up regretting it right? Hmpmh.. Bodoh! Huhu.. 

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Memories? 
Speaking about memories, everyone have their own good or bad memories right?
Same goes to me. 🙂
Sometimes when I flashback the memories, i would smile or cry.
Sometimes, i even wish that i could turn back time or have the ability to delete all those fucking memories.
But then, when i think about it again, that’s life. Life sucks huh?
Somehow, those memories taught me a lot of things. It taught me to be strong and tough.
Without all those memories, i wont be who i am now. And like what people always say, learn from your mistakes.
I did and im glad for being who i am now.
I dont care whether people like me or hate me. I am just being myself.
At least im not pretending to be good just to impress everyone right?
Everyone have their own weakness.
So do i.
To all the people out there who loves to bitch about me,
GO AND GET A LIFE DARLING!

Xoxo,
Nadea.